My Honest Poem

I saw this on the internet, and I was completely blown away. So, I am doing the right and honourable thing and SHARING IT WITH ALL OF YOU  :)

*Enjoy*

I've been told that I give bad hugs

People say it feels like I'm trying to escape

It’s probably because I am

Secretly I get really nervous 

Every time someone gets close enough to hear me breathe

I have an odd fascination with things like sand castles and ice sculptures

I assume it’s because I usually find myself dedicating time to things that will only last a few moments

I guess that’s why I fall in love with things that will never love me back

I know that sounds crazy but it’s easier than it seems and to be honest I think it’s safer that way

You see relationships often remind that I'm not afraid of heights or falling

But I am scared to death of everything that's going to happen the very moment that my body hits the ground

I'm clumsy

Yesterday I tripped over my self-esteem

Landed on my pride and it shattered like a Iphone with a broken face

Now I can’t even tell who’s trying to give me a compliment 

I've never been in the military but I have this purple heart

I got it from beating myself up over things I can’t fix

Some days I treat my body like a costume and I feel like a mascot for a school no body wants to go to

I know this sounds weird but I wonder what my bed sheets say about me when I'm not around

I wonder what the curtains would do if they found out about all the things I've done behind their back

I have a hamper that’s over flowing with really really loud mistakes

And a grave yard in my closet

I'm afraid if I let you see my skeletons

You’d grind my bones into powder and get high off my fault lines.

I often forget my skin is not a panic room

I enjoy frozen yoghurt, people watching, and laughing for absolutely no reason

But I don’t allow myself to cry as often as I need to

I have solar power confidence

And a battery operated smile

My hobbies include

Editing my life story

Hiding behind metaphors 

And trying to convince my shadow...

That I'm someone worth following 

~By Rudy Francisco~

Amazing, right? RIGHT! 

Ok then, have an absolutely amazing end to the month of January :)

Blessings.